A major problem with translation is that the words of the speaker is lost. After translating, you are no longer able to appreciate the actual words the speaker chose to say. You lose out on the flavor of the speakers language. You lose out on the order and sequencing of the phrases and sentences used by the speaker. All of this is lost. This is especially the case for Divine … [Read more...] about God Knows What They Did To You
Surah Yusuf
Why This Depression?
Why did today happen? Emotionally I’m talking about. Why did I have such severe, ridiculous, dehabiliting depression? Why did I have to suffer the ENTIRE time, driving back from Baton Rouge, for 11 hours, from 12 p.m. to 10:30. With severe severe, hurt, engulfing of the heart, heart, throbbing, jolting, severe pain, getting lit on fire by anything and everything. Why did I … [Read more...] about Why This Depression?
Trust YOU Again?!?!
??? ???? ?????? ?????? ??? ???? ????? ?? ????? ??????? ?? ???? ???? ??? ?? ????? ???? ??? ?????? ??? ???? ?? ??? ????? ??? ????? ? ?? ???? ???????? He said, "Will I entrust you with him, just like I entrusted you with his brother from before? Allah is a better protector and the most lovingly compassionate of the compassionate. 12:64 As I have mentioned before, Surah … [Read more...] about Trust YOU Again?!?!
The Pangs of Depression
I woke up, after a slightly more manageable day, although every day I feel these soul stinging and paining depressions, no matter what activity I engage in, and I have felt so awful with these soul stinging in the dead center of my heart, when I try to pray or read quran, that has been there for I don't know how long. Yesterday, I prayed all my prayers, though I still felt the … [Read more...] about The Pangs of Depression
The Final 10 Wrap Up (Ramadan Challenge 20)
??? ???? ?????? ?????? Overall, there has been such an amazing turn around since last post. Last post, I left you with utter feelings of defeat, feeling that I'm nearly done with my life, feeling like I have no dhunia nor akhirah. After several days of recovery, I miraculously feel so much better. Yes I'm still dealing with a lot of botheration and wiswaas and ridiculous … [Read more...] about The Final 10 Wrap Up (Ramadan Challenge 20)